19th June: headed down to the beach with ngoh for some chillax time! ngoh sun tanned while i stayed under the umbrella, trying out the "fair" look now hahaha went to grace's house after.



20th June: Went to meet my relatives for late lunch and did a hell lot of shopping and spent almost 2k in a day. and thats about it. random picture below.


21st June: went for switch @ butterfactory with the girls :) had a really fun night!


22nd-23rd June: Went to jurong for filming with ngoh! the view from the top was gorgeous! headed down to IMM to have dinner with ngoh, we went to his place to collect a shirt and watch a movie while waiting for the most awaited for hour to come! to go to the airport to collect bb!


23rd June: caught a movie with ma dawgs, ngoh and yeo :)


25th June: School officially starts ugh.


27th June: couldnt wake up in time for school, so met ray and ngoh after school for lunch then went to meet dy, elissa, sk, phi and theo after. havent seen them in ages and i've missed them! thank god phi is moving in with handy so ill get to see her more often! xx


29th June: went for dinner with ma dawgs and ngoh. we went to marina square where we saw thane, jj, and co. headed back home after dinner and a few rounds of pool.


1st-2nd July: ray came over to do homework and make plans for the following day. what we didnt plan for was to get fucking suspended by our idiotic school. thank you very much Miss S.


3rd July: headed over to cassandra's place for predrinks then off we were for a really fun ladies night out! had a blast, something i really needed. needed to destress and stuff since i hate school. met peter and james outside le nior then headed to attica. went out for a bit to meet alvin and gabe then went back in. peter left. then we went to MoS where i saw isk and friends! it was a crazy ass night.

there we go! my late june to early july! my, how i've looked back and wondered if i could've enjoyed it more. dont really think so tho, boy do i miss 'em good memories!


There’s nothing in this world
There’s not another boy that could satisfy my needs
There’s not another boy that could make me feel so sweet
When he holds me so tight, how he kisses me goodnight
Cuz he fills up my life
Like the sun, he shines bright
Boy, come with me now

Didn't wanna want you
Didn't wanna need you so bad
Didn't wanna wake up
And find that I was falling so fast
Didn't wanna need you
Didn't wanna need anyone
Now look what you've done


Your kiss, your smile, your mind
Your sunlight in my eyes
I miss your breath on my neck
When we whisper in the night


its amazing how someone's first someone can turn out to be the one that'll hurt the most.

but thank you for letting me see,
i should never have let my guard down

30th May: Manda Panda's Surprise Farewell partayyy! had a blast anddd i miss her so much already. i miss our sentosa cum talk about anything sessions :(

kathleen and nadia







becca, me, kathleen and nadia

cassandra, peter, me and erfan

peter!

kathleen, simi and i

manda! kathleen, erfan and nadia







ninnnndyyyy :)









mark!













me, aaron, coleman and westacott


31st May: Went to zouk for ed bangerrr, i loveddd sebastian's set! and uffie's! everything was ace :) it was manda's last clubbing night in singalingg.

shane and i :)

coleman!

tommmy b and i

enjoying the not-so-nice calamari at zouk's deli, saw gordie there :)


6th-10th June: went to the big city in indo, J-A-K-A-R-T-A-- with grace and ngoh, to surprise my baby boy (which we failed very terribly by, btw) ehehehe :) mofo and the rest of the gang came to send us off! it was so sweet of them

my mofoooo and i! i love him x39482039480293994939999

ngoh, jeremy, lewis, jordan, jovan, jacob,kaiyong, jingsheng, my mofo and i :)



yeah thats right--- my first million was when i was 15 :p

we stayed at grand hyatt jakarta, i decided to take the extra not-so-crappy bed since three of us were in the room, but i kinda loved it haha





went to X2 and had a TONNE OF FUN :)


and of course, i'd never miss garuda padang cuisine everytime i visit jakarta :)










 annndd the many other random pictures i took once we got back to singapore :)

It was so easy that night.
Should've been strong, yeah i lied.
Nobody gets me like you

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Since Steffi Tagged Me;
rules are to state 10 random facts about yourself, and tag 10 more people, but im a loser with no friends to tag, so here are my 10 facts only. AHAHAHA

1. I dont feel a thing when i sleep, i lose all control, and whatever you do to me in real life would be part of my dream, for some weird reason...
2. I love travelling with a bunch of friends for long periods of time
3. I've got a peculiar interest in the gay world
4. I only wear jeans when i dont feel extremely overweight
5. I love indonesia even tho i'm not indonesian
6. I prefer smoking something with mint
7. I've recently started to love a boy, a lot. Which is really rare....
8. When i want something, i will get it.
9. I'd do close to anything for an adventure
10. I think my nose expands by a mile everytime i laugh too hard.
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cbox replies:
steffi;  haha yeah, i want them tho, cant find them even in onpedder in singapore :( mmm you get back today right??? lets go out soon, i'm done watching gossip girl and im SO bored right now! i miss you hunn!
angiie;  i miss you too, where have you been! have you spoken to xuan recently? hehe
anonymous; heyy, im sorry! i kinda like that dress haha um but thank you, you're really flattering :)
dydy; UPDATING SLUT!