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Monday, October 20, 2008

Mon, 20 Oct 2008 13:07:38 GMT

Friday, September 19, 2008

Fri, 19 Sep 2008 20:08:04 GMT

everyone, meet my one and only

Sunday, July 06, 2008

Sun, 06 Jul 2008 15:01:12 GMT

You dont know what its like, baby,
You dont know what its like.
To love somebody,
The way I love you.

13th June: went to meet glenn at raffles place, he was doing some modelling advertisement thing for a new tv series, dexter, thats coming to singapore really soon. it was pretty funny cuz random people were looking at him walking around in a doctors coat with blood splattered all over himself. had a sandwich at subway after then it was off to meeting ngoh to find shirts for bb and i.

19th June: headed down to the beach with ngoh for some chillax time! ngoh sun tanned while i stayed under the umbrella, trying out the "fair" look now hahaha went to grace's house after.

20th June: Went to meet my relatives for late lunch and did a hell lot of shopping and spent almost 2k in a day. and thats about it. random picture below.

21st June: went for switch @ butterfactory with the girls :) had a really fun night!

22nd-23rd June: Went to jurong for filming with ngoh! the view from the top was gorgeous! headed down to IMM to have dinner with ngoh, we went to his place to collect a shirt and watch a movie while waiting for the most awaited for hour to come! to go to the airport to collect bb!

23rd June: caught a movie with ma dawgs, ngoh and yeo :)

25th June: School officially starts ugh.

27th June: couldnt wake up in time for school, so met ray and ngoh after school for lunch then went to meet dy, elissa, sk, phi and theo after. havent seen them in ages and i've missed them! thank god phi is moving in with handy so ill get to see her more often! xx

29th June: went for dinner with ma dawgs and ngoh. we went to marina square where we saw thane, jj, and co. headed back home after dinner and a few rounds of pool.

1st-2nd July: ray came over to do homework and make plans for the following day. what we didnt plan for was to get fucking suspended by our idiotic school. thank you very much Miss S.

3rd July: headed over to cassandra's place for predrinks then off we were for a really fun ladies night out! had a blast, something i really needed. needed to destress and stuff since i hate school. met peter and james outside le nior then headed to attica. went out for a bit to meet alvin and gabe then went back in. peter left. then we went to MoS where i saw isk and friends! it was a crazy ass night.

there we go! my late june to early july! my, how i've looked back and wondered if i could've enjoyed it more. dont really think so tho, boy do i miss 'em good memories!

There’s nothing in this world
There’s not another boy that could satisfy my needs
There’s not another boy that could make me feel so sweet
When he holds me so tight, how he kisses me goodnight
Cuz he fills up my life
Like the sun, he shines bright
Boy, come with me now

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

Tue, 24 Jun 2008 17:23:20 GMT

Didn't wanna want you
Didn't wanna need you so bad
Didn't wanna wake up
And find that I was falling so fast
Didn't wanna need you
Didn't wanna need anyone
Now look what you've done

Your kiss, your smile, your mind
Your sunlight in my eyes
I miss your breath on my neck
When we whisper in the night

its amazing how someone's first someone can turn out to be the one that'll hurt the most.

but thank you for letting me see,
i should never have let my guard down

Monday, June 16, 2008

Mon, 16 Jun 2008 14:06:22 GMT

All that it takes, one more chance.
Don't let our last kiss be our last.
Give me tonight and i'll show you.

30th May: Manda Panda's Surprise Farewell partayyy! had a blast anddd i miss her so much already. i miss our sentosa cum talk about anything sessions :(

kathleen and nadia

becca, me, kathleen and nadia

cassandra, peter, me and erfan

peter!

kathleen, simi and i

manda! kathleen, erfan and nadia

ninnnndyyyy :)

mark!

me, aaron, coleman and westacott

31st May: Went to zouk for ed bangerrr, i loveddd sebastian's set! and uffie's! everything was ace :) it was manda's last clubbing night in singalingg.

shane and i :)

coleman!

tommmy b and i

enjoying the not-so-nice calamari at zouk's deli, saw gordie there :)

6th-10th June: went to the big city in indo, J-A-K-A-R-T-A-- with grace and ngoh, to surprise my baby boy (which we failed very terribly by, btw) ehehehe :) mofo and the rest of the gang came to send us off! it was so sweet of them

my mofoooo and i! i love him x39482039480293994939999

ngoh, jeremy, lewis, jordan, jovan, jacob,kaiyong, jingsheng, my mofo and i :)

yeah thats right--- my first million was when i was 15 :p

we stayed at grand hyatt jakarta, i decided to take the extra not-so-crappy bed since three of us were in the room, but i kinda loved it haha

went to X2 and had a TONNE OF FUN :)

and of course, i'd never miss garuda padang cuisine everytime i visit jakarta :)

annndd the many other random pictures i took once we got back to singapore :)

It was so easy that night.
Should've been strong, yeah i lied.
Nobody gets me like you

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Since Steffi Tagged Me;
rules are to state 10 random facts about yourself, and tag 10 more people, but im a loser with no friends to tag, so here are my 10 facts only. AHAHAHA

1. I dont feel a thing when i sleep, i lose all control, and whatever you do to me in real life would be part of my dream, for some weird reason...
2. I love travelling with a bunch of friends for long periods of time
3. I've got a peculiar interest in the gay world
4. I only wear jeans when i dont feel extremely overweight
5. I love indonesia even tho i'm not indonesian
6. I prefer smoking something with mint
7. I've recently started to love a boy, a lot. Which is really rare....
8. When i want something, i will get it.
9. I'd do close to anything for an adventure
10. I think my nose expands by a mile everytime i laugh too hard.
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cbox replies:
steffi; haha yeah, i want them tho, cant find them even in onpedder in singapore :( mmm you get back today right??? lets go out soon, i'm done watching gossip girl and im SO bored right now! i miss you hunn!
angiie; i miss you too, where have you been! have you spoken to xuan recently? hehe
anonymous; heyy, im sorry! i kinda like that dress haha um but thank you, you're really flattering :)
dydy; UPDATING SLUT!

Thursday, May 29, 2008

Thu, 29 May 2008 05:44:03 GMT

C'est pas ma faute
Et quand je donne ma langue aux chats
Je vois les autres
Tout prêts à se jeter sur moi
C'est pas ma faute à moi
Si j'entends tout autour de moi

16th May: went to stardust to support kala :)

18th May: yummy food

23rd May: went to facilitate MYOB with jacob at clementi town secondary school, didnt really do anything much. got home to change and all then met aaron and alex at holland village. we chilled and had our happy hour at indo chine while waiting for myles, alexa, elliot, gabe and amanda to come. afterwards, we headed down to china one.

jacob and i

alex and i

me and elliot

amandaaa pandaa

alexa, me and aaron

aaron, me and elliot

alexa :)

gabe, me, alexa and myles!

myles, amanda, me and gabe

26th May: Raymond went back to jakartaaaaa!

SHOUT OUT TO STEFFI
i want them too!!! but you can only get them online i think. they're christian louboutin's, probably will cost a few thousand :)

Saturday, May 24, 2008

Sat, 24 May 2008 09:17:24 GMT

We're talking away
I don't know what
I'm to say I'll say it anyway
Today's another day to find you
Shying away
I'll be coming for your love, OK?

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

Wed, 21 May 2008 23:32:32 GMT

summah summah summah time
time to sit back and unwind

18th April: xuan celebrated her birthday. we headed down to the loco bbq spot! had a good time, good food and wayy funny company :) zhixian was there (of course) also met new people like nana, jayjay, sebastian and gen! oh and the cab driver allowed us to drag in the cab, which was pretty cool

3rd May: it was BB's birthday celebration! had dinner at this nice restaurant at green ave. then headed to barfly after. it was a really fun night! i got to sit the gmax with tammy and cheang. funnnnn!

10th May: got my new baby, the iphone! went out with grace, yeo and veronica after. headed down to clarke quay and had dinner at shiraz where i met tom, aaron, alex, myles and others. it was a night i wished i had gone clubbing! or could have gone rather. hah. karaoked afterwards with the bojang peeps

18th May: MOTHER'S DAY! Had dinner at marriot hotel then went to meet elissa, steffi, eli and dy afterwards to celebrate sexbomb's belated birthday :)

16th May: FINALLY got out of the house after exams and all and met up with manda, simi and cassandra! cassandra's sister, amy, was there too and so was becca. not a very eventful night, but i finally got to see them :)

17th May: ReadySetGLO! STEVE AOKI!!!!--- guess who missed it. thanks to my laziness and "i still want to sleep... five minutes more please..." attitude, i got to zouk late and it got full. rawr. cassandra and nindy got to zouk late because they had prom, and couldnt get in as well. in the end we headed down to christine's and chilled by her pool. really fun night, enjoyed it tonnes :)

there you go! an update of my --mostly-- uneventful may!
im just glad that semester break is coming uppppppppp! and i cant wait to go loco on vacaa!

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got this from steffi's blog and i found it rather... interesting. hahaha its my sex-horoscope. no idea what a sassy sagittarius is tho...

Sagittarius (Nov 22 - Dec 21)

SASSY SAGITTARIUS:
Be intelligent, be clever and be witty and you have a good chance of bedding a Sagittarian. Be all of the above plus able to make them laugh and it's a sure thing! Just don't take it too seriously…because they won't! Sagittarius is an out-going fire sign and those born under this sign are masters of the 'quickie' - the rougher, the faster, the wilder and the more spontaneous, the better. Their favourite location? Anywhere - just so long as it's out-of-doors. Of all the star signs, Sagittarius is the most likely to enjoy casual sex - but always with friends, because companionship is what matters most. They are likely to be very…and I mean VERY…vocal during sex and may well wake up the neighbourhood screaming, "Yes! YES!!!! YESSSSSSSS!!!"! If you're looking for a long-term lover, be warned. Sexual fidelity is not a priority for Sagittarius and often it's not even a consideration!

SAGITTARIUS WOMAN:
She enjoys sex, but would rather skip the preliminaries and get on with the main event. She's quick and lively and loves to laugh: She also loves to tease her partner to the point of losing control and doesn't mind if you come too quickly, because she's a generous and accepting lover. If you want to unleash her greatest passions, make love to her in wild settings -- a deserted beach, a mountaintop -- or anywhere she is close to nature. Then go for a hike or a swim, because the last thing she'll want is to cuddle and talk about anything deep and meaningful! She might not be interested in long-term commitment, but she'll remain your ardent friend, so no matter what happens, there'll always be fond feelings between you.

SAGITTARIUS MAN:
He's provocative, energetic, masculine and dominated by Fire. Early in life, he's rarely faithful, because he has such a great need for conquest. He LOVES the chase, but gets quickly bored once he's captured his prey. He is, however naturally affectionate, and THE master of erotic massage - both oral and manual. Companionship is important to him and becomes increasingly so with age, so if you're looking for a long-term relationship, wait until he's older and has sown his many, many, many wild oats!
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btw, i want these boots,

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

cbox replies:
STEFFI; i miss you boo
*syu*; herrow darling, i got it online :) that was like last month, they dont sell it anymore tho... :(

Sunday, May 04, 2008

Sun, 04 May 2008 16:20:15 GMT

don't let me die here
there must be something more

cbox reply:
STEFFI; im fine darling :) yeah that ass is a loser. oh well! fuck those kinda people ay? what are we going to do for sexbombs thing? haha

Sunday, May 04, 2008

Sun, 04 May 2008 16:17:54 GMT

so...BB, Sissy and I were bored and since BB hasn't watched the jap human tetris before, we decided to search it up on youtube for him, this then led to... funny videos. hahaha the 2nd one isnt funny, but its the daft punks song done by two girls that were pretty good (compared to the others... they were shit!)

enjoy!

can i have yo number??? (thats a girl btw...)

DAFT PUNKS- harder, better, faster, stronger